Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Queen of bitchy...

I have been in the worst mood at work this week. Hell, I've been in the worst mood everywhere lately. I have been thinking about it and have started to realize that my mood crappiness is very connected to the time of year. In the summer, I'm pretty much ok. Mood is fine. I don't bite the heads off everyone who approaches me with a slightly off look on their face, I don't inhale breads like mad. Come November, that all changes. Daylight savings time comes, it is dark when I drive to work, dark when I come home, cold ALL the time. My fridge currenly has SIX types of bread in it.

I did a little research on SAD (via google of course). Not that I like to think of diagnosing myself, but it sure does sound like me. My mood seems to peak after Christmas and picks up by March.

I don't really feel sad exactly, not quite what I expect of depression. But I sure am a mean piss head. I think I have some food for thought. It's not ruining my life, not making me totally miserable. But it sure is making me feel like a raving bitch. Of course, it could be that I just am a raving bitch lately and SAD has nothing to do with it. :)

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